All of us have a large amount of time that we need to devote to “common life” or everyday business. You know what I mean—laundry, grocery store trips, doctor visits, washing the dishes, going to work, etc. We tend to see these chores as being quite different from and even far below our "spiritual life" or the things we do that we consider to be holy. Most of us who really love and are devoted to God prefer the holy times to the common. Holy times include praying, spiritual reading and meditation, sharing conversation about the Lord with friends, going to church or other spiritual meetings, etc. Seeing these two sides of our life as two entirely different categories usually causes quite a problem within the believer.
Often we feel divided within ourselves, struggling to get finished with common life and everyday business so we can return to holy things because we feel that we are holier, or more right with God, when we are doing what we believe to be holy things. I believe this is one of the greatest deceptions of Satan. It keeps most people in a state of turmoil, dreading, and even despising, the tasks of common life and everyday business. All of us must do them; it’s part of life. They can’t be avoided. So we must have understanding about how, in reality, there’s no difference between common and holy, except in our minds. If we’ll read the Bible properly and not be so religious in our thinking, we’ll move into an area of freedom that will shake the gates of hell. Satan does not want you to enjoy your life. Naturally, if he can keep you thinking that God is only pleased with you when you’re engaged in some sort of so-called "spiritual activity," he can keep you unhappy a large part of the time. This misconception is one of his greatest tools to keep people from enjoying life. Often this comes as a vague feeling that makes believers miserable, and we don't even understand what’s wrong. All we know is that something is amiss.
Everything we do is to be offered to the Lord; and if done so with a pure heart of love, it becomes holy. You can do common tasks, like go to the grocery store, and it’ll be just as holy as prayer, as long as you do it all to the glory and honor of God. In the realm of importance, prayer is certainly more important than a trip to the grocery store but not any holier. What I mean by prayer being more important is that it has eternal value, whereas a trip to the store or mopping the floor doesn't.
Romans 14 is an excellent chapter in the Bible to bring liberty in this area. Verses 5 and 6 say: One man esteems one day as better than another [holier], while another man esteems all days alike [holy]. Let everyone be fully convinced (satisfied) in his own mind. He who observes the day, observes it in honor of the Lord. He also who eats, eats in honor of the Lord, since he gives thanks to God; while he who abstains, abstains in honor of the Lord and gives thanks to God. My personal translation of Romans 14:5,6 is that one man sees prayer and Bible study as better (holier) than ordinary tasks, while a person who’s really free in the Lord sees them all alike (all holy), because whatever he does, he does in honor of the Lord.
This is true liberty—to be able to live an undivided life where we categorize some things as common and some as holy. As a result, we never enjoy the common things because we’re desperately trying to either avoid them completely or at least rush through them so we can get to those things that are holy.
I just learned this lesson while traveling on an airplane to a speaking engagement. I was pondering the thought of how glad I would be when I got to my destination so I could pray and study. I was feeling very restless. The Lord began to minister to me that I needed to thoroughly enjoy the airplane ride, and it would be just as holy to Him if I would offer it to Him. He is holy, and He lives in you so that makes you holy. Therefore, wherever you go and whatever you do becomes holy. Now, I realize we’re growing in manifesting holiness, but I'm sharing that it’s His presence that makes things holy.
Another thing that had quite an effect on me in this area was a plaque I saw in a pastor's office. It said, "My work is worship." As long as I remember that, I find myself enjoying everything in common life and everyday business, as well as prayer, Bible study and other things we define as spiritual.
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Wednesday, September 29, 2010
How to Follow Forgiveness Instead of Our Emotions
How do you respond when someone hurts your feelings? Do you let it rob you of joy? Or maybe your emotions run wild?
Luke 6:27,28 NIV tells us what we should do when people hurt us:
But I tell you who hear me: Love your enemies, do good to those who hate you, bless those who curse you, pray for those who mistreat you.
Can you believe that? We’re to pray something like, “Oh, Lord, I pray that You’d just make them so happy!”
I still don’t get that, but I’m willing to do it in obedience and say, “Lord, I don’t know that I really want them to be happy, but I’ll pray that in faith anyway, because You’re telling me to bless them with Your presence.”
Luke 6:35 NIV goes further. It says:
But love your enemies, do good to them, and lend to them without expecting to get anything back. Then your reward will be great, and you will be sons of the Most High, because he is kind to the ungrateful and wicked.
A Tip for Following Forgiveness
Now, let’s get practical about how to do this. If we have a coworker who gets the promotion that we’ve been believing God for, the minute we start to feel jealousy and envy, we need to go buy them a gift.
Yes, you heard me right: buy them a gift. It works. When we do it, it breaks the power of the devil because Romans 12:21 says that we overcome evil with good. It’s absolutely true too. I have learned this principle and it has been life-changing for me.
What I Did When Someone Hurt Me
For example, a few years ago someone told me about a person who was doing business with our ministry and making a good deal of money because of their relationship with us. My friend happened to be at the same restaurant, seated in the next booth and overheard their conversation, which just happened to be about me—and they weren’t saying good things either.
At first I got mad and just wanted to tell him that he was never getting our business again.
But in bed that night, the Holy Spirit said to me, “You’re not going to do any of those things.” He said, “No, you’re going to do what you teach. You’re going to go buy him a present, and you’re going to tell him how much you appreciate the services that he’s given you all these years.”
Needless to say, I resisted at first. But eventually I relented and bought him a gift.
What You Must Do When Someone Hurts You
What I remember most about the situation is that as soon as I started taking action to do something good for them, it just got so funny to me. I was laughing out loud in my house, all by myself.
Listen: When we can look at people who’ve hurt us with compassion and pray what Jesus prayed “…Father, forgive them for they know not what they do,” there’s a party that goes on inside of us.
I think most of the time people don’t even realize what they are doing. That man in the restaurant who was talking about me had no idea what he was doing and the position that he was putting himself in.
Why You Must Follow Forgiveness
That’s why we need to pray for them and say, “God forgive them.” In fact, what does God say will happen to us when we obey His Word?
Luke 6:35 states “…and then your recompense (your reward) will be great (rich, strong, intense, and abundant), and you will be sons of the Most High….” God tells us that we’ll receive a reward. We will get double for our trouble if we will do things His way.
The Bible says that love covers a multitude of sins. Do you know what that means? It means that love will even have you making excuses for your enemies. Someone might come up to us and say, “Well, I heard what so-and-so did to you.”
When we really decide to forgive someone and pray the prayer that blesses our enemies, making the decision that we will not talk bad about them, but instead, cover their fault and their mess, we still might not feel any different.
Now, I believe choosing forgiveness is one of the most difficult things God asks us to do, especially if we believe that whoever hurt us is in the wrong and doesn’t deserve to be forgiven.
But God instructs us to practice forgiveness. And when we choose to follow the path of forgiveness, we will experience the peace and joy that come through obeying God’s Word.
Luke 6:27,28 NIV tells us what we should do when people hurt us:
But I tell you who hear me: Love your enemies, do good to those who hate you, bless those who curse you, pray for those who mistreat you.
Can you believe that? We’re to pray something like, “Oh, Lord, I pray that You’d just make them so happy!”
I still don’t get that, but I’m willing to do it in obedience and say, “Lord, I don’t know that I really want them to be happy, but I’ll pray that in faith anyway, because You’re telling me to bless them with Your presence.”
Luke 6:35 NIV goes further. It says:
But love your enemies, do good to them, and lend to them without expecting to get anything back. Then your reward will be great, and you will be sons of the Most High, because he is kind to the ungrateful and wicked.
A Tip for Following Forgiveness
Now, let’s get practical about how to do this. If we have a coworker who gets the promotion that we’ve been believing God for, the minute we start to feel jealousy and envy, we need to go buy them a gift.
Yes, you heard me right: buy them a gift. It works. When we do it, it breaks the power of the devil because Romans 12:21 says that we overcome evil with good. It’s absolutely true too. I have learned this principle and it has been life-changing for me.
What I Did When Someone Hurt Me
For example, a few years ago someone told me about a person who was doing business with our ministry and making a good deal of money because of their relationship with us. My friend happened to be at the same restaurant, seated in the next booth and overheard their conversation, which just happened to be about me—and they weren’t saying good things either.
At first I got mad and just wanted to tell him that he was never getting our business again.
But in bed that night, the Holy Spirit said to me, “You’re not going to do any of those things.” He said, “No, you’re going to do what you teach. You’re going to go buy him a present, and you’re going to tell him how much you appreciate the services that he’s given you all these years.”
Needless to say, I resisted at first. But eventually I relented and bought him a gift.
What You Must Do When Someone Hurts You
What I remember most about the situation is that as soon as I started taking action to do something good for them, it just got so funny to me. I was laughing out loud in my house, all by myself.
Listen: When we can look at people who’ve hurt us with compassion and pray what Jesus prayed “…Father, forgive them for they know not what they do,” there’s a party that goes on inside of us.
I think most of the time people don’t even realize what they are doing. That man in the restaurant who was talking about me had no idea what he was doing and the position that he was putting himself in.
Why You Must Follow Forgiveness
That’s why we need to pray for them and say, “God forgive them.” In fact, what does God say will happen to us when we obey His Word?
Luke 6:35 states “…and then your recompense (your reward) will be great (rich, strong, intense, and abundant), and you will be sons of the Most High….” God tells us that we’ll receive a reward. We will get double for our trouble if we will do things His way.
The Bible says that love covers a multitude of sins. Do you know what that means? It means that love will even have you making excuses for your enemies. Someone might come up to us and say, “Well, I heard what so-and-so did to you.”
When we really decide to forgive someone and pray the prayer that blesses our enemies, making the decision that we will not talk bad about them, but instead, cover their fault and their mess, we still might not feel any different.
Now, I believe choosing forgiveness is one of the most difficult things God asks us to do, especially if we believe that whoever hurt us is in the wrong and doesn’t deserve to be forgiven.
But God instructs us to practice forgiveness. And when we choose to follow the path of forgiveness, we will experience the peace and joy that come through obeying God’s Word.
Thursday, September 16, 2010
Nasan kaya ako, kung wala ka.
(This song really touches my heart every time i used to sing this song, it always reminds me how Great is our God.)
ME, SINGING "Nsaan kaya ako" IN ACAPELA
nag lalaro sa hangin,
ang buhay ko...
d malaman kung saan ang tungo..
sumasabay sa agos..
ng mundong ito....
AKOY gulong Gulo.. >.<
hindi ko n malaman,
kung ano ang ggwin
sa buhay ko...
pawang kalungkutan,
wlang pagbabago..
kapaguran ang laging
nadarama ko.. :(
kabiguan ang naging dahilan
nag hahanap ng liwanag..
layaw ng laman syang pang samantalang
kasagutan sking hanap... :|
NAsaan kaya ako ,
Hesus kung wla ka..
Hindi ko na malaman
kung san ako
Pupunta,
Maaring nasahangin pa ako..
hindi alam kung saan ang tungo...
, Hesus kung wla ka
hindi ko alam kung san ako pupunta..
maaring nsa hangin p ko..
Hindi alam kung san ang tungo....
:(
ME, SINGING "Nsaan kaya ako" IN ACAPELA
nag lalaro sa hangin,
ang buhay ko...
d malaman kung saan ang tungo..
sumasabay sa agos..
ng mundong ito....
AKOY gulong Gulo.. >.<
hindi ko n malaman,
kung ano ang ggwin
sa buhay ko...
pawang kalungkutan,
wlang pagbabago..
kapaguran ang laging
nadarama ko.. :(
kabiguan ang naging dahilan
nag hahanap ng liwanag..
layaw ng laman syang pang samantalang
kasagutan sking hanap... :|
NAsaan kaya ako ,
Hesus kung wla ka..
Hindi ko na malaman
kung san ako
Pupunta,
Maaring nasahangin pa ako..
hindi alam kung saan ang tungo...
, Hesus kung wla ka
hindi ko alam kung san ako pupunta..
maaring nsa hangin p ko..
Hindi alam kung san ang tungo....
:(
Thursday, September 9, 2010
Overcoming Fear
1) Recognize, Kilalanin , i- IDentify o alamin kung anu ang pinag uugatan ng ating Takot. (origin)
Basically fear is the response of the emotions to uncertainty of things unkown or anticipated , insecurity and guilt.. sa pang araw araw nating pamumuhay, lagi tayong nkakaencounter ng Takot .
mwawalan nba ko ng trabaho?
meron p ba kong sapat n pera pra panggastos?
will I, or one of my loved -ones get sick and die?
will my spouse, or Children, leave me?
paano kaya ang buhay ko bukas pag wla n kong ganito o ganyan?
takot ako pumunta d2 o gumwa ng gantong mga bagay dahil blah blah blah..
etc,,..
These thoughts originate from Satan ,, .. , sa maniwla kayot s hindi ,
the enemy of our souls and cause us great anguish , total pain o kahirapan lalo na sa ating mga emotion at pag iisip
.. is satan..
kaya nga tayo madalas humingi ng favor kay God diba na..
"Lord give me more strenght"
"Lord save my Family from this, this and this"
"Lord patatagin mo ko"
"Lord Bless me blah blah.. "
"Pagalingin mo si ganto , sya at sya at sya"
e sino ba ang kokontrahin ng power ni God alangan tau? we are only his creatures..
syempre ung Evil ones n nag ccreate ng disasters , spirit of poverty, pain and lots of Bad spirit that evil brings..
lahat ng mga tanong ntin s sarili kpag nag kakaron tayo ng Fear are possibilities,but there is no reason to anticipate loss and failure.
Bad things as well as good things happen to all people, hindi lang SAYO! tandaan mo yan! di lang ikaw ang nilalang na Tao! kaya wag mu dn isipin na ikaw ang pinaka malas o pinaka nahihirapan ng ganyan s mundo.. malay mo ako dn o
yung mga tao s paligid mo :)
Satan's trick is to make us feel that we will receive an inordinate amount of "bad things" and further, and more importantly, that we will be unable to cope. He wants us to feel we will be overcome by evil, syempre kpag tayo nahihirapan , nag ssufer o nag aalala sino bang natutuwa? si God ? obcorse not.. ,,
2) Overcoming fear is to resist it by faith
Once we accept that fear is generated by the evil will of Satan who lies and accuses, we can begin to resist it.
sabi ng Bible sa
(1 Peter 5:8-9).
(English)
"Be self-controlled and alert. Your enemy the devil prowls around like a roaring lion looking for someone to devour.
Resist him, standing firm in the faith."
---
(Tagalog)
Magkaroon kayo ng maayos na pag-iisip at magbantay kayo sapagkat ang diyablo na kaaway ninyo ay parang leon naumaatungal at umaali-aligid na naghahanap kung sino ang malalamon niya. 9Magpakatatag kayo sa inyong pananampalataya. Labanan ninyo siya. Tulad ng nalalaman ninyo, dumaranas din ng gayong kahirapan ang mga kapatid ninyo sa buong sanlibutan.
Faith is not just asking and receiving, faith is acknowledging who God is and fully accepting Him. When we realize that God is our Father, that He is all powerful and that He loves us,we will realize that there is no situation in life, real or imagined, that God will not be able and willing to help us. Through the love and power of God anything can be conquered. "For you did not receive a spirit that makes you a slave again to fear, but you received the Spirit of sonship. And by him we cry, 'Abba, Father'" (Romans 8:15).
3) we must sidestep the pitfall of guilt.
Often we live in fear, because we accept the lie that we will have "bad things" happen to us because we have done"bad things."
We believe that sickness or loss will come on us because we have sinned.
Sabi nga ng mrami e, tao lng ako .. nag kakamali.. that is why subjected dn na mag karon ng takot kasi tao nga lng e..
sbi ng bible,
"As far as the east is from the west, so far has he removed our transgressions from us" (Psalm 103:12).
trangressions means SIN o kasalanan.. , then so what pa ang reason na tao ka nag kakamali, nag kakasala??
God took it away from us 2000 years ago when He died on the Cross .. what we have to do is to confess all of our sins and live with Righteousness.. and Im pretty sure mwawala na s dictionary nyo ang sorry tao lng ako nag kakasala ^^,
He has already laid our sins upon His precious Son, Jesus and the penalty has already been paid. We have the right to rest in the knowledge that we are children of God and God will provide for us.
Provide us what ALL WE NEED !
Joy , Strength, Wealth , Healing , Fame , Future and all the Good Stuff in life..
Just Humble our selves and lean to the Lord :)
"I was young and now I am old, yet I have never seen the righteous forsaken or their children begging bread"
(Psalm 37:25).
4) Lastly, we should stand on God's Word, His promises.
God is as good as His Word. He will do whatever He has promised.
one of his promises is this "I WILL NEVER LEAVE YOU NOR FORSAKE YOU" ,, <-- san kapa? edi kay LORD na :) tao ba ang nangako nyan? sbi nya d kita iiwan di pababayaan kaylanman..!
This is our security and anchor; we can know that whatever does come into our life does not have to shake us because of what Jesus has done. "We have this hope as an anchor for the soul. . ." (Hebrews 6:19).
If fear is a problem in our lives, we can turn fully to the Lord who is always waiting to help us:
"And call upon me in the day of trouble; I will deliver you, and you will honor me"
(Psalms 50:15).
I encourage you to seek God's truth, challenge every fear-based thought to find out what is really true and what is a lie. I encourage you to make the Bible your standard of truth and trust God to help you separate truth from lies. Everything you need to overcome fear is available to you through Jesus Christ and can be found by those who seek Him, who learn to put on His character as their own, and who abide in His Word.
-end
Basically fear is the response of the emotions to uncertainty of things unkown or anticipated , insecurity and guilt.. sa pang araw araw nating pamumuhay, lagi tayong nkakaencounter ng Takot .
mwawalan nba ko ng trabaho?
meron p ba kong sapat n pera pra panggastos?
will I, or one of my loved -ones get sick and die?
will my spouse, or Children, leave me?
paano kaya ang buhay ko bukas pag wla n kong ganito o ganyan?
takot ako pumunta d2 o gumwa ng gantong mga bagay dahil blah blah blah..
etc,,..
These thoughts originate from Satan ,, .. , sa maniwla kayot s hindi ,
the enemy of our souls and cause us great anguish , total pain o kahirapan lalo na sa ating mga emotion at pag iisip
.. is satan..
kaya nga tayo madalas humingi ng favor kay God diba na..
"Lord give me more strenght"
"Lord save my Family from this, this and this"
"Lord patatagin mo ko"
"Lord Bless me blah blah.. "
"Pagalingin mo si ganto , sya at sya at sya"
e sino ba ang kokontrahin ng power ni God alangan tau? we are only his creatures..
syempre ung Evil ones n nag ccreate ng disasters , spirit of poverty, pain and lots of Bad spirit that evil brings..
lahat ng mga tanong ntin s sarili kpag nag kakaron tayo ng Fear are possibilities,but there is no reason to anticipate loss and failure.
Bad things as well as good things happen to all people, hindi lang SAYO! tandaan mo yan! di lang ikaw ang nilalang na Tao! kaya wag mu dn isipin na ikaw ang pinaka malas o pinaka nahihirapan ng ganyan s mundo.. malay mo ako dn o
yung mga tao s paligid mo :)
Satan's trick is to make us feel that we will receive an inordinate amount of "bad things" and further, and more importantly, that we will be unable to cope. He wants us to feel we will be overcome by evil, syempre kpag tayo nahihirapan , nag ssufer o nag aalala sino bang natutuwa? si God ? obcorse not.. ,,
2) Overcoming fear is to resist it by faith
Once we accept that fear is generated by the evil will of Satan who lies and accuses, we can begin to resist it.
sabi ng Bible sa
(1 Peter 5:8-9).
(English)
"Be self-controlled and alert. Your enemy the devil prowls around like a roaring lion looking for someone to devour.
Resist him, standing firm in the faith."
---
(Tagalog)
Magkaroon kayo ng maayos na pag-iisip at magbantay kayo sapagkat ang diyablo na kaaway ninyo ay parang leon naumaatungal at umaali-aligid na naghahanap kung sino ang malalamon niya. 9Magpakatatag kayo sa inyong pananampalataya. Labanan ninyo siya. Tulad ng nalalaman ninyo, dumaranas din ng gayong kahirapan ang mga kapatid ninyo sa buong sanlibutan.
Faith is not just asking and receiving, faith is acknowledging who God is and fully accepting Him. When we realize that God is our Father, that He is all powerful and that He loves us,we will realize that there is no situation in life, real or imagined, that God will not be able and willing to help us. Through the love and power of God anything can be conquered. "For you did not receive a spirit that makes you a slave again to fear, but you received the Spirit of sonship. And by him we cry, 'Abba, Father'" (Romans 8:15).
3) we must sidestep the pitfall of guilt.
Often we live in fear, because we accept the lie that we will have "bad things" happen to us because we have done"bad things."
We believe that sickness or loss will come on us because we have sinned.
Sabi nga ng mrami e, tao lng ako .. nag kakamali.. that is why subjected dn na mag karon ng takot kasi tao nga lng e..
sbi ng bible,
"As far as the east is from the west, so far has he removed our transgressions from us" (Psalm 103:12).
trangressions means SIN o kasalanan.. , then so what pa ang reason na tao ka nag kakamali, nag kakasala??
God took it away from us 2000 years ago when He died on the Cross .. what we have to do is to confess all of our sins and live with Righteousness.. and Im pretty sure mwawala na s dictionary nyo ang sorry tao lng ako nag kakasala ^^,
He has already laid our sins upon His precious Son, Jesus and the penalty has already been paid. We have the right to rest in the knowledge that we are children of God and God will provide for us.
Provide us what ALL WE NEED !
Joy , Strength, Wealth , Healing , Fame , Future and all the Good Stuff in life..
Just Humble our selves and lean to the Lord :)
"I was young and now I am old, yet I have never seen the righteous forsaken or their children begging bread"
(Psalm 37:25).
4) Lastly, we should stand on God's Word, His promises.
God is as good as His Word. He will do whatever He has promised.
one of his promises is this "I WILL NEVER LEAVE YOU NOR FORSAKE YOU" ,, <-- san kapa? edi kay LORD na :) tao ba ang nangako nyan? sbi nya d kita iiwan di pababayaan kaylanman..!
This is our security and anchor; we can know that whatever does come into our life does not have to shake us because of what Jesus has done. "We have this hope as an anchor for the soul. . ." (Hebrews 6:19).
If fear is a problem in our lives, we can turn fully to the Lord who is always waiting to help us:
"And call upon me in the day of trouble; I will deliver you, and you will honor me"
(Psalms 50:15).
I encourage you to seek God's truth, challenge every fear-based thought to find out what is really true and what is a lie. I encourage you to make the Bible your standard of truth and trust God to help you separate truth from lies. Everything you need to overcome fear is available to you through Jesus Christ and can be found by those who seek Him, who learn to put on His character as their own, and who abide in His Word.
-end
Wednesday, September 8, 2010
You Gave me reason
So many tears that I’ve cried
so many nights asking why
why all my dreams fell apart
and letting go is so hard
I held my pain deep inside
i thought that love was a lie
i felt it might be too late
i saw it all fade away
but then
You gave me reason to love again
you came and changed the way the story ends
you’ll always be
here in my heart endlessly
And now my dreams have come tue
i found myself there in you
and all the things that i missed
i found them here in you kiss baby
You gave me reason
you’re all i need
you showed me love and now my heart believes you
you made me see
you gave me reason to be
so many nights asking why
why all my dreams fell apart
and letting go is so hard
I held my pain deep inside
i thought that love was a lie
i felt it might be too late
i saw it all fade away
but then
You gave me reason to love again
you came and changed the way the story ends
you’ll always be
here in my heart endlessly
And now my dreams have come tue
i found myself there in you
and all the things that i missed
i found them here in you kiss baby
You gave me reason
you’re all i need
you showed me love and now my heart believes you
you made me see
you gave me reason to be
Do you Know Why I Worship God???????
Do you Know Why I Worship God???????
its not because i commanded too
its not because it is a passion of religion
where its right of some denomination that i belong to
and therefore i have to do it ,, NO!!
Do you know y i worship God?
its not because some Ego deistical creator desires my worshiping needs in to be more of a God
because it doesn’t,
its not because by doing so , I feel much better and my pressure is lower even ,,No!!
Do you know Y I Worship God??
Because it is the reaction of the creature before its creator
of the son before his Father
of a prince before his king..
its Because when i studied and see that He transcends time and space
that he has suborn over this country come what may,
that he has the absolute control of my Life i did fall down and worship him
do you know Y I worship God??
it is for the same reason that the seraphim’s do according to Isaiah chapter 6 ,
where they had to cover their faces because of so much glory..,
and day and night even now as i write this note..
they worship Him,
cried Holy Holy ,Holy! is the Lord of Hosts
do you know Y they worship Him?
it is their
Reaction after standing into presence of the living God
so when i seek the same God in all times, and read according to Psalms 19
"heaven declares His Glory"
and when I read that I was fearfully and Wonderfully made as stated in Psalms 1:39
and that i was put in this space sometime did know and experience this awesome God,
my reaction before all this,
is to Worship Him
Do you Why I worship God?
It is because I learned a while back that even though I deserve his justice
living in my Sins yet He extended his merciful hand out to me,
and drew me close to Him trough His Son Jesus Christ
When I remember this My reaction is to fall flat on the pears feet of him and die.. ,
so that i could have life.
I worship God because of who He is
and all the Things He has Done
---
Have you Worship God today???
:|
its not because i commanded too
its not because it is a passion of religion
where its right of some denomination that i belong to
and therefore i have to do it ,, NO!!
Do you know y i worship God?
its not because some Ego deistical creator desires my worshiping needs in to be more of a God
because it doesn’t,
its not because by doing so , I feel much better and my pressure is lower even ,,No!!
Do you know Y I Worship God??
Because it is the reaction of the creature before its creator
of the son before his Father
of a prince before his king..
its Because when i studied and see that He transcends time and space
that he has suborn over this country come what may,
that he has the absolute control of my Life i did fall down and worship him
do you know Y I worship God??
it is for the same reason that the seraphim’s do according to Isaiah chapter 6 ,
where they had to cover their faces because of so much glory..,
and day and night even now as i write this note..
they worship Him,
cried Holy Holy ,Holy! is the Lord of Hosts
do you know Y they worship Him?
it is their
Reaction after standing into presence of the living God
so when i seek the same God in all times, and read according to Psalms 19
"heaven declares His Glory"
and when I read that I was fearfully and Wonderfully made as stated in Psalms 1:39
and that i was put in this space sometime did know and experience this awesome God,
my reaction before all this,
is to Worship Him
Do you Why I worship God?
It is because I learned a while back that even though I deserve his justice
living in my Sins yet He extended his merciful hand out to me,
and drew me close to Him trough His Son Jesus Christ
When I remember this My reaction is to fall flat on the pears feet of him and die.. ,
so that i could have life.
I worship God because of who He is
and all the Things He has Done
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Have you Worship God today???
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pra s nanliligaw,nagpapaligaw,magpapaligaw at s lahat ng marunong magbasa :)
mrming mga lalake ngaun mttwag kong pakitang tao... hindi ko nilalahat pero base on my observation..
.. lalo n s panliligaw, o panunuyo s chix :) s toToo lng hanggat maari ayo ko kz ng nanliligaw,,
kia nga badterf din ako minsan s srili ko :p ayo ko pilitin ang srili ko manligaw khit un ang kelngan..
dhl maxadong plastik.. imagine, di b nppnsin ng mga babae, n pag manliligaw ang mga lalake, ai puro kabaitan lng
ang ipapakita s inyo? duh! "xempe nmn, lalake ako dpat mganda ang image ko s nililigawn ko",aun kaya nmn mraming relationship
ang nasisira dhil s modernong panliligaw ngeun,, dti ok pa e, mttwag nting sincere ung mga taong nnliligaw, ung tipong kahit
khihiyan ang magdala ng gitara at mangharana s bintana ng nililigwan.. ok n ok, kz iba ang tao nOon d halintulad ngaun..
s ngaun,, anu nmn ang mdalas n nppnsin nten, lalake hatid si babae, lalake sundo si babae, lalake bait bait, pero lakas uminom, lakas mag yosi
tikas mag mura,my fraternity pa..minsan nga khit Christian p, on the other half, ther is evil, how much more p,ung hindi God Fearing.
hindi ko sinabi to pra maofend ung mga babae n my gantong situation, but to help u open your mind,
dhil kau din nmn ang masasaktan.. , kz nmn , tpoz keu iiyak. e kung nung una plang inalam nyu n ganun xa db nun nanliligaw..
ang pagmamahal s iba ay naguumpisa muna s srili, hindi mu matutunan mahalin ng tama ang partner mu kung ikaw s srili mu
natural ng iresponsable,, halimbwa, pamumuhay s loob ng bahay? iresponsble ba? ikaw din pag nagkasama n keu s iisang bubong bka gwin k lng
din nyang utusan, tga saing, taga hugas, tiga laba,(ok lng gwapo nmn e)sus ka "L"!!! >.< --samantlang nung nililigwan k, npaka gentelman, lahat n
ng pdeng ikakasaya mu ggwin, wag k lng madampian ng alikabok.. wushu.. .. :) think of it..:)
pra s mga babae, anu b ang basihan nyu s lalake kung bket nyu sinasagot? o s anung stage b ng panliligaw mu mllmn n dapat mu ng sagutin ang guy?
sapat nba ung mga pinakita nya seu? na inlab k nba s pinagggwa nya? :p
after kau ligawan anu ang basihan panu nyu nssbing mahal nyu nxa? oh dahil gwapo, my pera, psok s requirements nyu,matngkad, matcho huwaw :)
kia ok lng psok agad! ssgutin n kita :) lingid nga b s kaalaman ng mga babae ang pgppkita lng ng kabaitan ng lalake pag nanliligaw?
hindi b dapat, inaalaman nten ang both side n maganda at masama s knya,,dhil hindi nten alam bka sya rin ang mkasama mo habang buhay..
meron akong kilala na babae, itago ko s pngalan tutut.. si tutut mhilig kz xa mkipag chat, khit di nya p nkikita ung guy, ngulat nlng ako s status nya
INLOVE daw xa dun ke mr.Guy e, pnu b nmn gwapo..! sus!, kalokohan.. hindi mu ttwag n inlove kung ang basihan mu ay MUkha lng!!,, ni di mu nga nkita ung
pinaka lOob ng puso nya ssbhin mung mahal mu nxa? weeww.. ganun din dapat khit n ksama n nten lage, makesure n, nabsa mu n ang buong content ng libro ng
buhay nya , ng s kalaunan ng inyong pag sasama wlang conflict.. :)
Love has no Rison? tama ba? s pangibabaw n tagalog, ang pagmamahal daw ay wlang rason, my mga taong snsbi lalo n mga lalake, mahal kita, hindi ko alam kung baket..
mga babae wag kaung papaloko..!! soryy,, ang pagmamahal ay laging may ktpat n rason kung bket knya minahal oh kung pnu k nya minahal
ang lahat ng bagay ai may kalakip n reason bket ngyayari.. ang sbi ko nga, kung s dictionary e at bible my meaning ang salitang pagmamahal..
kaya my meaning un pra malaman nten kung pano magmahal,,.. ang problema lng, hindi nten kayang i express s taong mahal nten kung pano mu xa mnhal, dhil
bigla nlng kz toh dumrating at nrramdaman,, maaring dhil s mdalas n pagkikita oh pagkksama, pde un, e pnu nmn pag di magksama.. maari..
-Girls:try nyu kayang tanungin s mga manliligaw s inyo kung mga panget s knya,, dhil pag nalaman mu un at ntanggap mu, mpptunayan mu s srili mung mahal mu xa, pero
icpin mu din ang srili mu, kung anu mggng kalgyan mu in the future f ever n alam mung me hindi mgandang values s knya..
-Boys: wag sanang plastik.. ok lng manligaw, not bad.. pero make sure na ang buong pagkatao mu ang ipapakita mu s nililigwan mu.. wag lage pcute, pagentleman, mahumble
pamatcho ang dating.. mahiya k nmn s nililigwan mu, kung wla k din nmn ipagmamalake..., hindi mu xa niloloko, srili mu din..
"ANG LAMAN NG PUSO ANG SYANG LUMALABAS sa BIBIG."
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.. lalo n s panliligaw, o panunuyo s chix :) s toToo lng hanggat maari ayo ko kz ng nanliligaw,,
kia nga badterf din ako minsan s srili ko :p ayo ko pilitin ang srili ko manligaw khit un ang kelngan..
dhl maxadong plastik.. imagine, di b nppnsin ng mga babae, n pag manliligaw ang mga lalake, ai puro kabaitan lng
ang ipapakita s inyo? duh! "xempe nmn, lalake ako dpat mganda ang image ko s nililigawn ko",aun kaya nmn mraming relationship
ang nasisira dhil s modernong panliligaw ngeun,, dti ok pa e, mttwag nting sincere ung mga taong nnliligaw, ung tipong kahit
khihiyan ang magdala ng gitara at mangharana s bintana ng nililigwan.. ok n ok, kz iba ang tao nOon d halintulad ngaun..
s ngaun,, anu nmn ang mdalas n nppnsin nten, lalake hatid si babae, lalake sundo si babae, lalake bait bait, pero lakas uminom, lakas mag yosi
tikas mag mura,my fraternity pa..minsan nga khit Christian p, on the other half, ther is evil, how much more p,ung hindi God Fearing.
hindi ko sinabi to pra maofend ung mga babae n my gantong situation, but to help u open your mind,
dhil kau din nmn ang masasaktan.. , kz nmn , tpoz keu iiyak. e kung nung una plang inalam nyu n ganun xa db nun nanliligaw..
ang pagmamahal s iba ay naguumpisa muna s srili, hindi mu matutunan mahalin ng tama ang partner mu kung ikaw s srili mu
natural ng iresponsable,, halimbwa, pamumuhay s loob ng bahay? iresponsble ba? ikaw din pag nagkasama n keu s iisang bubong bka gwin k lng
din nyang utusan, tga saing, taga hugas, tiga laba,(ok lng gwapo nmn e)sus ka "L"!!! >.< --samantlang nung nililigwan k, npaka gentelman, lahat n
ng pdeng ikakasaya mu ggwin, wag k lng madampian ng alikabok.. wushu.. .. :) think of it..:)
pra s mga babae, anu b ang basihan nyu s lalake kung bket nyu sinasagot? o s anung stage b ng panliligaw mu mllmn n dapat mu ng sagutin ang guy?
sapat nba ung mga pinakita nya seu? na inlab k nba s pinagggwa nya? :p
after kau ligawan anu ang basihan panu nyu nssbing mahal nyu nxa? oh dahil gwapo, my pera, psok s requirements nyu,matngkad, matcho huwaw :)
kia ok lng psok agad! ssgutin n kita :) lingid nga b s kaalaman ng mga babae ang pgppkita lng ng kabaitan ng lalake pag nanliligaw?
hindi b dapat, inaalaman nten ang both side n maganda at masama s knya,,dhil hindi nten alam bka sya rin ang mkasama mo habang buhay..
meron akong kilala na babae, itago ko s pngalan tutut.. si tutut mhilig kz xa mkipag chat, khit di nya p nkikita ung guy, ngulat nlng ako s status nya
INLOVE daw xa dun ke mr.Guy e, pnu b nmn gwapo..! sus!, kalokohan.. hindi mu ttwag n inlove kung ang basihan mu ay MUkha lng!!,, ni di mu nga nkita ung
pinaka lOob ng puso nya ssbhin mung mahal mu nxa? weeww.. ganun din dapat khit n ksama n nten lage, makesure n, nabsa mu n ang buong content ng libro ng
buhay nya , ng s kalaunan ng inyong pag sasama wlang conflict.. :)
Love has no Rison? tama ba? s pangibabaw n tagalog, ang pagmamahal daw ay wlang rason, my mga taong snsbi lalo n mga lalake, mahal kita, hindi ko alam kung baket..
mga babae wag kaung papaloko..!! soryy,, ang pagmamahal ay laging may ktpat n rason kung bket knya minahal oh kung pnu k nya minahal
ang lahat ng bagay ai may kalakip n reason bket ngyayari.. ang sbi ko nga, kung s dictionary e at bible my meaning ang salitang pagmamahal..
kaya my meaning un pra malaman nten kung pano magmahal,,.. ang problema lng, hindi nten kayang i express s taong mahal nten kung pano mu xa mnhal, dhil
bigla nlng kz toh dumrating at nrramdaman,, maaring dhil s mdalas n pagkikita oh pagkksama, pde un, e pnu nmn pag di magksama.. maari..
-Girls:try nyu kayang tanungin s mga manliligaw s inyo kung mga panget s knya,, dhil pag nalaman mu un at ntanggap mu, mpptunayan mu s srili mung mahal mu xa, pero
icpin mu din ang srili mu, kung anu mggng kalgyan mu in the future f ever n alam mung me hindi mgandang values s knya..
-Boys: wag sanang plastik.. ok lng manligaw, not bad.. pero make sure na ang buong pagkatao mu ang ipapakita mu s nililigwan mu.. wag lage pcute, pagentleman, mahumble
pamatcho ang dating.. mahiya k nmn s nililigwan mu, kung wla k din nmn ipagmamalake..., hindi mu xa niloloko, srili mu din..
"ANG LAMAN NG PUSO ANG SYANG LUMALABAS sa BIBIG."
...End
Tpos n semana Santa! Dating Gawi na!!! DI MO BA NAISIP!???
- minsan narinig ko sa FM radio, sbi "Ngayong semana santa, katahimikan at kapayapaan ang ating ibigay upang alalahin ang pagkamatay ni Kristo s Krus" ...
pagkatapos nun naisip ko lng, ang mga tao nga naman talaga,!,,
naniniwla tayo n may Dyos, may Kristo, May Hesus na minsan napako s Krus at nagbuwis ng buhay pra s ating lahat,, alam ntin n minsan lng ngyari yun,, kaya inaalala ntin taon taon,, e bkit ganun,, taon taon lang???
edi taon taon lng din tayo magiging banal?? taon taon lng ba tayo mag hahandong ng ating buhay pra s knya?? at taon muna ang lilipas bago ntin pahalagahan ang pag sakripisyo ni Hesus pra s ating lahat..!!
isipin mo,, gano kskit masugatan, magasgasan.. dba awttzz??? e how much more, si Jesus,, na sbi ng Bible,, bumabaon at sumasama p ang laman habang hinahampas sya ng mga latigong may patusok....
ikaw dapat yun!! sinalo nya lng,, dahil s wagas na pagmamamahal ..
at dahil nganap n ang pagpapakahirap ni Jesus s Krus ng Kalbaryo.. at napatawad n ang lahat ng ating kasalanan,, wla n tayong ibang dapat gwin kundi manalig nlng s knya.. no need to make papako p sa Krus na tulad ng gnwa ni Jesus ..
HINDI MO MATUTUMBASAN UN!! KAYA WAG MONG GAYAHIN!!.
para san ba?? pra mabawasan ang kasalanan??? MALI!! Noon p pinatwad n tau ni Jesus.. kelangan mo lng ay mag confess at manampalataya kng niligtas k n nya mula s kapahamakan..
anu pa PRA GUMALING ANG MAY SKIT sa PAMILYA MO??? MALI!!! Sbi ni Jesus.. I am the Great Healer!! hindi ikaw...
FAITH ang kelngan nten.. wlang ibang praan at daan patungo s kaligtasan kundi si Jesus lang...
and now then,, tpoz n ung pagalala ala nten ng kamatayan ni Jesus,, ok na.. Gora n ulit s pag iinum, sa pagsusugal, sa kalaswaan, pagmumura ,s mga kalokohan, sa mga wlang kwentang bagay na hindi nmn ikatutuwa ng lumika SYO!! ..
MAHIYA KNAMAN sa Dyos mo!!! NAG ALAY LAKAD KAPA!!
pra knno? s barkada?
NAGNOBENA KAPA!
PAPUNASPUNAS NG PANYO S MGA SANTO!
After all.. di k nmn nagbago..
pag natural days.. at mapagusapan ang salita ng Dyos o mbanggit lng si Jesus.. Ssbhin mo ang KoRNI!!
masYADO KNG bANAL..,..
di mO b naiicp..
pag may problem ka at di mo na kaya.. diba minsan nssbi mo s srili mo.. God Help me..
di mo b naiicp..
pag may kailangan ka ssbhin mo.. God please bigay mo skin toh
di mo b naiicp..
pag kelangan mo ng guidance.. ssbhin mo.. Lord.. kaw n bahala,, ipanalo mo kme s competition natoh
di mo b naiicp..
na puro k nlng favor kay God??
di mo b naiicp..
na kelngan ni Lord ng buong pag mamahal n ibbigay mo s knya hindi lng Taon taon..
di mo b naiicp..
na darating ang panahon,, tatanda k at mamatay,,
anong gngwa nten s bhay na binigay nya??
alam mo b kung para san yan???
para ipaghanda mo ang susunod n buhay s langit ^^
pagkatapos nun naisip ko lng, ang mga tao nga naman talaga,!,,
naniniwla tayo n may Dyos, may Kristo, May Hesus na minsan napako s Krus at nagbuwis ng buhay pra s ating lahat,, alam ntin n minsan lng ngyari yun,, kaya inaalala ntin taon taon,, e bkit ganun,, taon taon lang???
edi taon taon lng din tayo magiging banal?? taon taon lng ba tayo mag hahandong ng ating buhay pra s knya?? at taon muna ang lilipas bago ntin pahalagahan ang pag sakripisyo ni Hesus pra s ating lahat..!!
isipin mo,, gano kskit masugatan, magasgasan.. dba awttzz??? e how much more, si Jesus,, na sbi ng Bible,, bumabaon at sumasama p ang laman habang hinahampas sya ng mga latigong may patusok....
ikaw dapat yun!! sinalo nya lng,, dahil s wagas na pagmamamahal ..
at dahil nganap n ang pagpapakahirap ni Jesus s Krus ng Kalbaryo.. at napatawad n ang lahat ng ating kasalanan,, wla n tayong ibang dapat gwin kundi manalig nlng s knya.. no need to make papako p sa Krus na tulad ng gnwa ni Jesus ..
HINDI MO MATUTUMBASAN UN!! KAYA WAG MONG GAYAHIN!!.
para san ba?? pra mabawasan ang kasalanan??? MALI!! Noon p pinatwad n tau ni Jesus.. kelangan mo lng ay mag confess at manampalataya kng niligtas k n nya mula s kapahamakan..
anu pa PRA GUMALING ANG MAY SKIT sa PAMILYA MO??? MALI!!! Sbi ni Jesus.. I am the Great Healer!! hindi ikaw...
FAITH ang kelngan nten.. wlang ibang praan at daan patungo s kaligtasan kundi si Jesus lang...
and now then,, tpoz n ung pagalala ala nten ng kamatayan ni Jesus,, ok na.. Gora n ulit s pag iinum, sa pagsusugal, sa kalaswaan, pagmumura ,s mga kalokohan, sa mga wlang kwentang bagay na hindi nmn ikatutuwa ng lumika SYO!! ..
MAHIYA KNAMAN sa Dyos mo!!! NAG ALAY LAKAD KAPA!!
pra knno? s barkada?
NAGNOBENA KAPA!
PAPUNASPUNAS NG PANYO S MGA SANTO!
After all.. di k nmn nagbago..
pag natural days.. at mapagusapan ang salita ng Dyos o mbanggit lng si Jesus.. Ssbhin mo ang KoRNI!!
masYADO KNG bANAL..,..
di mO b naiicp..
pag may problem ka at di mo na kaya.. diba minsan nssbi mo s srili mo.. God Help me..
di mo b naiicp..
pag may kailangan ka ssbhin mo.. God please bigay mo skin toh
di mo b naiicp..
pag kelangan mo ng guidance.. ssbhin mo.. Lord.. kaw n bahala,, ipanalo mo kme s competition natoh
di mo b naiicp..
na puro k nlng favor kay God??
di mo b naiicp..
na kelngan ni Lord ng buong pag mamahal n ibbigay mo s knya hindi lng Taon taon..
di mo b naiicp..
na darating ang panahon,, tatanda k at mamatay,,
anong gngwa nten s bhay na binigay nya??
alam mo b kung para san yan???
para ipaghanda mo ang susunod n buhay s langit ^^
Dying BREATH :| what a great STressFull Exprience (AGUST 26 2010 )
AGUST 26 2010 ,, d ko ineexpect na ma eexprience ko to ever..
mga dikit dikit n sasakyan n nag bubuga ng usok sa tambucho, ulan , hangin na walang lamig.., npaka raming tao s paligid .. mag babarkada,mag syota, mag asawa, bata matanda, dalawa , tatlo apat , lima.. meron dn nag iisa lng,katulad ko..
the story just begun like this..
galing ako work .. syempre pagod na.. kaya i rushed up my self pra mkauwe ndn.. nsa bus ako. when suddenly nag ring phone ko , si daddy pla tumtawag..
dad: jay san kna?ako: d2 p po s bus, ppuntang cubao
dad: ganun ba, mag ingat k sa pag uwe.. baha s may marcos hway
ako: ?? what? baha nnmn? san kna po ngaun?
dad: nand2 ko nag lalakad.. wlang msakyan bsta mag ingat k nlng ha..
ako: cge po dy, .. tngnn ko kung panu ko mkkauwe.. problma nnmn yan e..
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pag baba ko ng cubao.. syempre dumaan ako tulay ng cubao.. aba di nnmn nawala ang mga babaeng haliparot s tabi..
bugaw: (Kuya chikz ?? .. kuya,, dali na.. babae ba. meron kme d2.. kuya.. kuyaaaaaaa!....)
ako : hmp! :D (suplado)
pag baba ko ng tulay.. abay napa daming tao.>!< wla akong nkikitang sakayan papunta smen.. pilang npakaaaaaaaaaahaaaaaaaaabaaa sa terminal.. .. inisip ko kpag ako maghintay d2 d n ko mkkauwe..
so i started to ride a jeep n ppuntang mrikina...
before pla ako sumakay, nag txt muna ko s friend ko.. coz i realy need something with her.. emergncy situation ako e.. kala ko mtutulungan ako.. aun.. hindi kasi pwede.. bumaba ako ng JP rIzal .. para daanan si frend kala ko kasi mkklabas sya.. i ddnt tel nlng dn kung panu nya ko mtutulungan d nmn pla sya mkklabas ng bahay e :))
aun..sa pag papatuloy....
nag pasya akong mag lakad na ppunta s skyan.. prang ayaw ko n mag lakad ng mga oras naun.. at kung may bakanteng lugar... i hihiga ko ang katawan ko dun pra matulog na.. super pagod n ko e.. tpoz ganun pa.. >.<
habang nag hihintay ng sskyan,, nanjan n umaambon plng.. nkakkita ako ng Jip n wlang sbit papuntang sta lucia..
tumakbo ako at sumbit agad.. aba syempre tuwa ko nuh.. :)habang nkasabit ako.. npapapikit ako :/ prang tulog n gcng.. naisip ko nlng nkasabit pla ako .. na stock n s katipunan ang jeep n sinasabitan ko.. usad linta ang galaw ng mga sasakyan.. naisip ko na kung mag lalakad ako mas mabilis p ko d2 e.. kaya nag labas ako ng payong at naumpisang maglakad ..
talukbong ng scarp ko ang aking ulo habang nka payong..
para akong nag ssleep walk habang nag lalakad.. dhil wla n tlga akong kakayahan pra mag lakad pa
10:00pm na nun..
ang hirap p mag lakad habang nka leather shoes..
cge lng lakad lng ng lakad..
para magising ako.. kumakanta nlng ako.. at tumatalon kpag may dapat talunn pra d ako mwalan ng lakas..
wla nmn baha pa s lugar naun.. habang nag lalakad ako ksabay ang mraming tao ..
pra ngang may alay lakad e..
nung mag umpisa ako mag lakad.. nag obserba nlng ako ng mga tao s paligid ko at s mga nangyayari..
dun ko nkita ang mag kasintahan na.. napaka swit habang nag lalakad..
inaalalayan tlga ng Guy ang girl.. then smack kiz muah!! yieee..ngiti nlng ako s knla haha
sbi ko nlng s srli kpag nag ka anak kaya toh ganto prn sila :) i hope so..
nag patuloi ako s pag lalakad.. ang nsa unahan ko nmn mdyo matanda n na manang..
meron syang dalang bagahe.. nkita ko pagod ndn sya.. kaya nilapintan ko..
ako: ate.. knna p po ba kay nagllakad??
ale: uo galing kasi ako s trabaho e..sa Lrt ako bumaba.
.ako: san po kau uuwe? ako po galing pang katipunan e.. , tulungan ko n po kau s dala nyu mukang pagod ndn po kasi kau e..
ale: ay salamat iho.. Godbless you anak.. jan lng ako s may delapaz..
(kala ko tatanggi si ate.. kasi bka isipin nyang mandarambong ako :p ) muka nmn pla tlga akong mabaet hehe
- dala ko ang bagahe ng bababe.. nag kkwentuhan kame ng mga bagay bagay kung baket b nanyayare ang mga ito sa kapaligiran.hanggang s mrating nmen ang lugar nya..
nag pasalamat ang ale ng iniwan ko sya nmay ngiti s mata :)
nag patuloi ako s pag lalakad nkita ko na ang first stop ko. "Sta Lucia Mall"
waww.. i never expect n mlalakad ko toh.. dhil s bigat ng pkiramdam ko..
nkrating n nga ko.. nag hanap agad ako ng gilid n mssandalan pra mka pag release ng pagod.. :) haaaaaaay
tnk You LORD :))
bumili ako ng energy drink matpoz ko mkpag phinga ng onti. , dhil s pagod kong paa, nag pasya ndn ako mag suot ng chinelas n lage ko dala s trabaho..
pag karaan ng ilang minuto tuloy ang aking pag lalakad s kapaguran..
mdami pdn tao ang naiwan s lugar n aking unupuan nag hihntay ng msskyan.. khit Imposible..
lakad.lakad.lakad.lak
ad.lakad.lakad.lakad.lakad.l
akad.lakad.lakad.lakad.lakad.lakad.la
kad.lakad.lakad.lakad.lakad.
puro lakad..
sa malayo nkita ang isang lalaki ng akay ang isa pang lalake... mukang bumigay n ang kanyang katawan .. d nya kinaya mag lakad.. :|
habang ako nmn ay prang laSing n nag lalakad s buwan n walng tigil s pag sway o gewang ng katwan habang nag lalakad..
ilang saglit pa .. may isa nnmng babae s harapan ko.. s pag tawid nya s maputik n daanan .. nadulas sya bigla.. grrr..
agd ko syang tinulungan..
ako: ms. ayos lng ba kau? mag iingat po kau dhil madulas tlga bwat daanan nten e..
mS: auz lng ako.. hehe salamat ha..
(filing nya sguro n npahiya sya s harap ko kaya ntawa nlng sya)
iniwan ko n si ate at nag patuloi ako s pag lalakad.. nsa bandang town and country nako..
psadong alas dose (12:00) n ng umaga..
. ng mkita ko ang umpok ng tao nnmn sa isang lugar.. mga sskyan n nkatigil
andun pla ang mtaas na baha!
OMG..
natigil din ako
isip isp.......
tumabi ako s gild.. at mbilis n nkpag pasya..
hinubad ko ang aking pantalon.. (wla nmn nkakita hehe)
nka jerzy shorts nlng ako..
nag umpisa n kong tumwid s maputik at maduming baha
hanggang tuhod p ang tubig
hindi tulad nmn dati s exprience ko s lugar naun hanggang leeg n muntik p ko maanod ..
nrinig ko mula skng mga kasabay ang sunod sunod n MURA! ng knla bibig dhil s situation..
pang huhusga at pag kainiz ..
hindi manlng nila naisip n mag pasalamt s Dyos at binbgyan pdn sila ng lakas s pag lalakad naun..at un lng pati ang inabot nila.. hindi tulad ng Ondoy..
..hinang hina nko ng matpoz kong tawirin ang tubig ng karumihan ...
pasado 12:30am ng mkrating ako s masinag.. lakad nakainom n talaga ko... buti nlngmay sasakyan dn agad s tapat ko pag tawid ko s masinag , my jeep papunta smen...
sakay ako agad khit nung una d ko p alam kung san tlga papunta un..
takbuhan ang tao s loob ng jeep my nka upo p s pagitan / s gitna ng mga umpuan ng sskyan.. nkasabay ko p ung mga lalake na nkita kong bumba mula s likod ng track ng basura.. cguro nki sabay sila dun nun..
nkarinig dn ako ng babaeng nag sbing ."Hays thank you Lord at mkkauwe n kme"
:))
ngiti nlng ako.. habang un dn ang bulong ko s srili..
ilang minuto pa.. nakrating nko s bahay..
sobrang pagod na.. d alam ng tao s bahay kung gano khirap ang gnwa kong pag lalakbay naun :P
nag hilamos agad ako.. at nag txt sandali, pag tpoz ay bumulong nlng..
salmat Lord..
- TULOG...
mga dikit dikit n sasakyan n nag bubuga ng usok sa tambucho, ulan , hangin na walang lamig.., npaka raming tao s paligid .. mag babarkada,mag syota, mag asawa, bata matanda, dalawa , tatlo apat , lima.. meron dn nag iisa lng,katulad ko..
the story just begun like this..
galing ako work .. syempre pagod na.. kaya i rushed up my self pra mkauwe ndn.. nsa bus ako. when suddenly nag ring phone ko , si daddy pla tumtawag..
dad: jay san kna?ako: d2 p po s bus, ppuntang cubao
dad: ganun ba, mag ingat k sa pag uwe.. baha s may marcos hway
ako: ?? what? baha nnmn? san kna po ngaun?
dad: nand2 ko nag lalakad.. wlang msakyan bsta mag ingat k nlng ha..
ako: cge po dy, .. tngnn ko kung panu ko mkkauwe.. problma nnmn yan e..
-end
pag baba ko ng cubao.. syempre dumaan ako tulay ng cubao.. aba di nnmn nawala ang mga babaeng haliparot s tabi..
bugaw: (Kuya chikz ?? .. kuya,, dali na.. babae ba. meron kme d2.. kuya.. kuyaaaaaaa!....)
ako : hmp! :D (suplado)
pag baba ko ng tulay.. abay napa daming tao.>!< wla akong nkikitang sakayan papunta smen.. pilang npakaaaaaaaaaahaaaaaaaaabaaa sa terminal.. .. inisip ko kpag ako maghintay d2 d n ko mkkauwe..
so i started to ride a jeep n ppuntang mrikina...
before pla ako sumakay, nag txt muna ko s friend ko.. coz i realy need something with her.. emergncy situation ako e.. kala ko mtutulungan ako.. aun.. hindi kasi pwede.. bumaba ako ng JP rIzal .. para daanan si frend kala ko kasi mkklabas sya.. i ddnt tel nlng dn kung panu nya ko mtutulungan d nmn pla sya mkklabas ng bahay e :))
aun..sa pag papatuloy....
nag pasya akong mag lakad na ppunta s skyan.. prang ayaw ko n mag lakad ng mga oras naun.. at kung may bakanteng lugar... i hihiga ko ang katawan ko dun pra matulog na.. super pagod n ko e.. tpoz ganun pa.. >.<
habang nag hihintay ng sskyan,, nanjan n umaambon plng.. nkakkita ako ng Jip n wlang sbit papuntang sta lucia..
tumakbo ako at sumbit agad.. aba syempre tuwa ko nuh.. :)habang nkasabit ako.. npapapikit ako :/ prang tulog n gcng.. naisip ko nlng nkasabit pla ako .. na stock n s katipunan ang jeep n sinasabitan ko.. usad linta ang galaw ng mga sasakyan.. naisip ko na kung mag lalakad ako mas mabilis p ko d2 e.. kaya nag labas ako ng payong at naumpisang maglakad ..
talukbong ng scarp ko ang aking ulo habang nka payong..
para akong nag ssleep walk habang nag lalakad.. dhil wla n tlga akong kakayahan pra mag lakad pa
10:00pm na nun..
ang hirap p mag lakad habang nka leather shoes..
cge lng lakad lng ng lakad..
para magising ako.. kumakanta nlng ako.. at tumatalon kpag may dapat talunn pra d ako mwalan ng lakas..
wla nmn baha pa s lugar naun.. habang nag lalakad ako ksabay ang mraming tao ..
pra ngang may alay lakad e..
nung mag umpisa ako mag lakad.. nag obserba nlng ako ng mga tao s paligid ko at s mga nangyayari..
dun ko nkita ang mag kasintahan na.. napaka swit habang nag lalakad..
inaalalayan tlga ng Guy ang girl.. then smack kiz muah!! yieee..ngiti nlng ako s knla haha
sbi ko nlng s srli kpag nag ka anak kaya toh ganto prn sila :) i hope so..
nag patuloi ako s pag lalakad.. ang nsa unahan ko nmn mdyo matanda n na manang..
meron syang dalang bagahe.. nkita ko pagod ndn sya.. kaya nilapintan ko..
ako: ate.. knna p po ba kay nagllakad??
ale: uo galing kasi ako s trabaho e..sa Lrt ako bumaba.
.ako: san po kau uuwe? ako po galing pang katipunan e.. , tulungan ko n po kau s dala nyu mukang pagod ndn po kasi kau e..
ale: ay salamat iho.. Godbless you anak.. jan lng ako s may delapaz..
(kala ko tatanggi si ate.. kasi bka isipin nyang mandarambong ako :p ) muka nmn pla tlga akong mabaet hehe
- dala ko ang bagahe ng bababe.. nag kkwentuhan kame ng mga bagay bagay kung baket b nanyayare ang mga ito sa kapaligiran.hanggang s mrating nmen ang lugar nya..
nag pasalamat ang ale ng iniwan ko sya nmay ngiti s mata :)
nag patuloi ako s pag lalakad nkita ko na ang first stop ko. "Sta Lucia Mall"
waww.. i never expect n mlalakad ko toh.. dhil s bigat ng pkiramdam ko..
nkrating n nga ko.. nag hanap agad ako ng gilid n mssandalan pra mka pag release ng pagod.. :) haaaaaaay
tnk You LORD :))
bumili ako ng energy drink matpoz ko mkpag phinga ng onti. , dhil s pagod kong paa, nag pasya ndn ako mag suot ng chinelas n lage ko dala s trabaho..
pag karaan ng ilang minuto tuloy ang aking pag lalakad s kapaguran..
mdami pdn tao ang naiwan s lugar n aking unupuan nag hihntay ng msskyan.. khit Imposible..
lakad.lakad.lakad.lak
ad.lakad.lakad.lakad.lakad.l
akad.lakad.lakad.lakad.lakad.lakad.la
kad.lakad.lakad.lakad.lakad.
puro lakad..
sa malayo nkita ang isang lalaki ng akay ang isa pang lalake... mukang bumigay n ang kanyang katawan .. d nya kinaya mag lakad.. :|
habang ako nmn ay prang laSing n nag lalakad s buwan n walng tigil s pag sway o gewang ng katwan habang nag lalakad..
ilang saglit pa .. may isa nnmng babae s harapan ko.. s pag tawid nya s maputik n daanan .. nadulas sya bigla.. grrr..
agd ko syang tinulungan..
ako: ms. ayos lng ba kau? mag iingat po kau dhil madulas tlga bwat daanan nten e..
mS: auz lng ako.. hehe salamat ha..
(filing nya sguro n npahiya sya s harap ko kaya ntawa nlng sya)
iniwan ko n si ate at nag patuloi ako s pag lalakad.. nsa bandang town and country nako..
psadong alas dose (12:00) n ng umaga..
. ng mkita ko ang umpok ng tao nnmn sa isang lugar.. mga sskyan n nkatigil
andun pla ang mtaas na baha!
OMG..
natigil din ako
isip isp.......
tumabi ako s gild.. at mbilis n nkpag pasya..
hinubad ko ang aking pantalon.. (wla nmn nkakita hehe)
nka jerzy shorts nlng ako..
nag umpisa n kong tumwid s maputik at maduming baha
hanggang tuhod p ang tubig
hindi tulad nmn dati s exprience ko s lugar naun hanggang leeg n muntik p ko maanod ..
nrinig ko mula skng mga kasabay ang sunod sunod n MURA! ng knla bibig dhil s situation..
pang huhusga at pag kainiz ..
hindi manlng nila naisip n mag pasalamt s Dyos at binbgyan pdn sila ng lakas s pag lalakad naun..at un lng pati ang inabot nila.. hindi tulad ng Ondoy..
..hinang hina nko ng matpoz kong tawirin ang tubig ng karumihan ...
pasado 12:30am ng mkrating ako s masinag.. lakad nakainom n talaga ko... buti nlngmay sasakyan dn agad s tapat ko pag tawid ko s masinag , my jeep papunta smen...
sakay ako agad khit nung una d ko p alam kung san tlga papunta un..
takbuhan ang tao s loob ng jeep my nka upo p s pagitan / s gitna ng mga umpuan ng sskyan.. nkasabay ko p ung mga lalake na nkita kong bumba mula s likod ng track ng basura.. cguro nki sabay sila dun nun..
nkarinig dn ako ng babaeng nag sbing ."Hays thank you Lord at mkkauwe n kme"
:))
ngiti nlng ako.. habang un dn ang bulong ko s srili..
ilang minuto pa.. nakrating nko s bahay..
sobrang pagod na.. d alam ng tao s bahay kung gano khirap ang gnwa kong pag lalakbay naun :P
nag hilamos agad ako.. at nag txt sandali, pag tpoz ay bumulong nlng..
salmat Lord..
- TULOG...
MY IDEAL REFLECTION
a Guy whos 5'5 in height , semi curly hair , slim , atlethic type, and complex skin tone ,a Guy who loves computer , graphics Designing , Programming , computer works etc. a Guy whos Fun to be with,jolly, sweet , caring, understanding, responsible ,kind ,Godfearing ,down to earth,and open minded.
The Guy who has interest in public issues , political views , history and social works..
..The Guy who used to sing whenever he felt sad, alone, or in deep emotion..
The Guy who love music singing and playing instruments like, guitar, piano and drums
The Guy who has passion in art,. loves paintings and designs
The Guy who hate dancing even he can dance a bit ^^
.. A man that can sacrifice everything for His Love one's
A man who silently cry when in pain or suffering
A man who can smile under pressure
A man whos in love with someone ideal
..
A man who cares for other people
A man who who has vision for his brighther future
A man who has no other dream than to have a better life tomorrow,owned a loving family as long as they live with a strong Faith in God.
The Guy who is observant
The Guy who fear in stage at first minute.
The Guy who always forget script and lots of terminolgies.
The Guy who always true by his words and action
The Guy who say Sorry whenever he make you felt wrong
The Guy on which when he say Yes , its yes, but if not its not!.
The Guy you can lean on,, who always open hand for others and share.
the Guy you can be with, not until tomorow nor forever,, but Lifetime . :)D
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the Guy ,The guy, the guy, the Guy, The guy , puro daGAY! hahaha
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The Guy who has interest in public issues , political views , history and social works..
..The Guy who used to sing whenever he felt sad, alone, or in deep emotion..
The Guy who love music singing and playing instruments like, guitar, piano and drums
The Guy who has passion in art,. loves paintings and designs
The Guy who hate dancing even he can dance a bit ^^
.. A man that can sacrifice everything for His Love one's
A man who silently cry when in pain or suffering
A man who can smile under pressure
A man whos in love with someone ideal
..
A man who cares for other people
A man who who has vision for his brighther future
A man who has no other dream than to have a better life tomorrow,owned a loving family as long as they live with a strong Faith in God.
The Guy who is observant
The Guy who fear in stage at first minute.
The Guy who always forget script and lots of terminolgies.
The Guy who always true by his words and action
The Guy who say Sorry whenever he make you felt wrong
The Guy on which when he say Yes , its yes, but if not its not!.
The Guy you can lean on,, who always open hand for others and share.
the Guy you can be with, not until tomorow nor forever,, but Lifetime . :)D
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the Guy ,The guy, the guy, the Guy, The guy , puro daGAY! hahaha
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